28 July 2010, 5:51 pm
i know im considered alot more luckier than other way less unfortunate people. but still, i just always feel like death would be the only answer. my parents let me do absolutely nothing - now its summer, i havent seen a single friends, not allowed to chill, go on fb/msn, go anywhere, watch some certain tv shows like muchmusic, wear certain clothes. like wth man, obviously im gonna wanna kill myself. whener i say im bored, they tell me jobs to do. well, while theyre at work, i spend my whole day cleaning the house - its literally spotless when they come home and yet when i ask them to tell me something to do, they saw clean or make food. omg :| i find myself crying almost everyday now, literally. cry myself to sleep, cry after i wake up, cry 24/7. feel soo bad with my life. cant wait till im older - only 3 more years till i can move out - im 15 year old girl now. i hate my brother too. hes always looking out when im going on fb and msn (i got caught for having accounts and had to deactivate) my brother told my parents. hes so strict , same with my parents. who can i talk to? how long can i keep all my feelings bottled up? death is the only way to explode. the last thing i can do is talk to family about it, i just cant. its not normal. theyre really bad parents and oldder brother. i just hate myself. too much to write here.... Read More »
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